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This month,
I had a dream that I gave
birth to an infant son
six weeks prematurely.
It was a smooth and easy
delivery, but when the
doctor held up my son
so I could see him, I
was distressed about his
small size. I expected
him to be strong and healthy,
but he seemed so small
and helpless. How would
I ever care for such a
tiny, fragile baby?

I had
no experience in raising
a baby, so I found myself
going into one store after
another, looking for baby
items. I kept searching
for what I thought I would
need, but could not find
anything. Even the store
clerks were unable to
help me and had bewildered
looks on their faces.
I left the stores, totally
discouraged. The only
item I had found was a
stuffed animal. I hadn't
even found diapers. How
would I ever care for
my infant son?

While
shopping, I had left my
son in the front seat
of my car in his car seat.
The baby was contentedly
sleeping, and didn't seem
to even notice the cold.
In reality, I would not
have left a baby unattended.
What was I thinking?
As I thought
about the dream, God revealed
to me what my relationship
with His Son, Jesus, had
become like. It had been
about six weeks since
I had spent any quality
time with Jesus. That
time frame illustrated
how I had prematurely
distanced myself from
the Son of God, just weeks
before His birth. I found
myself getting caught
up in the busyness of
the Christmas season,
spending less time with
Jesus and more time shopping,
baking, and attending
"holiday" gatherings and
programs. Jesus had become
small in comparison to
the things of this world,
which I had been spending
too much time with. How
did the things of this
world come to take precedence
over my relationship with
Jesus Christ?

In my
dream, I frantically searched
for products to buy so
that I could take care
of my infant son. All
too often, I have searched
for things in this world
to use to take care of
my own needs or the needs
of others. The world could
only offer temporary satisfaction,
and many of the things
I use need to be replaced.
The world's stuff could
not take care of me or
be used in caring for
the Infant Jesus. Why
had I wasted my time trying
to find material things
to use to take care of
Baby Jesus?

When Mary
delivered her first born,
Son, Jesus, God provided
her with everything she
would need to raise Him.
Only God could show me
how to care for His Son,
so I asked Him to help
me, and this was what
God placed on my heart:
What I really needed to
do was take time every
day to kneel with the
wise men at the birth
of the Holy Infant. I
had left Jesus in the
cold; my relationship
with Him had become a
reflection of the season:
cold, and growing colder.
The only way I could rekindle
the fire of His Spirit
within me was to spend
more time with Him in
prayer, in His Word, and
in fellowship with other
believers.

I was
neglecting the Christ
Child. Infants depend
on adults to nurture and
take care of all of their
needs. I was not taking
care of any of the Christ
Child's needs. However,
God, in His faithfulness,
gave me a dream and showed
me how to care for His
One and Only Son, Jesus
Christ.

Are you
taking care of the Christ
Child? Are you feeding
Him (talking to Him in
prayer), nurturing Him
(reading His Word), and
meeting His needs (sharing
His love with others)?
May you
be blessed as you care
for the Christ Child this
Christmas. Let us rejoice
at His birth!
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2003. All rights reserved.
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